Thursday, March 19, 2009

peace plea: verbal remedy


How much time before its peace,

Maintained a dignified silence,

Of persistance verbal voilence,

The reality cut my existance,

For what it is worth,

Together lets come forth,

Friendship does have limits,

When we crash the zone of comfort,

We cant take back once said,

Or can we,

They said the worlds round,

We are standing on shaky grounds,

It'll come back to us around,

spinning the wheels of destiny,

For the future lets save a penny,

I speak only the words of the world,

Behind falling walls I hide,

With all my senses tied,

4 years rolled past fast,

It is irrespective of time,

You are my "one gold dime",

Close your eyes to see,

Things that raged of late,

I might just wait,

At heavens gate.

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Peace. Please ( with folded hands )

They said...


"Should anyone be afflicted by a sin, it behoveth him to repent thereof and return unto his Lord. He, verily, granteth forgiveness unto whomsoever He willeth, and none may question that which it pleaseth Him to ordain."


"To none is it permitted to seek absolution from another soul;let repentance be between yourselves and God. He, verily , is the Pardoner, the Bounteous, the Gracious, the One Who absolveth the repentant."

"When the sinner findeth himself wholly detached and freed from all save God he should beg forgiveness and pardon from Him. 

Confession of sins and transgressions before human beings is not permissible, as it hath never been nor will ever be conducive to divine forgiveness."


"Moreover such confession before people results in one's humiliation and abasement, and God--exalted be His glory--wisheth not the humiliation of His servants. Verily He is the Compassionate, the Merciful. The sinner should, between himself and God, implore mercy from the Ocean of mercy, beg forgiveness from the Heaven of generosity . . . ."


StIlL I Do ......

Sunday, March 8, 2009

In My Memories Lives Her entity.

13th of January 2005.

She survives in my memories and comes masked to me as my dreams. I hope she is happy where ever she is .

I saw her there where she left me,

Where the truth stood still,

A place near the muddy banks,

In her painting beside the hills,

Today time stops for her and me,

Our world goes falling free,

Life moves on as the memories fade,

Promises are broken and new ones made,

My tired mind still thinks,

Overworked and is on the brink,

Fading memories come back in flashes,

Sometimes,

It becomes very tough to face it with grace and dignity,

In my memories lives her entity.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Its not working



G :- what is not working ??

G :- Relationship ??

NO

G :- the internet ??

NO

G :- ur phone???

NO

G :- then what ??

I DONT KNOW.

G :- What do you mean You dont know??

I mean i dont kno .

G :- Mr.A....what is it ???

ITS NOT WORKING ..

G :- are you goint to tell me whats not working ??

. . . . . . . .. . . . . . .

G :- :-

ITS NOT WORKING.

G :- This is the last time i'm asking you WHAT IS NOT WORKING ???

G :- what what what ???????

. . . . . . . . . . . . . ..

G :- fine then, Dont tell me .

OK WAIT I"LL TELL YA ..

G :- tell ..

OK here's the deal ....i was talkin bout the ring that she gave me ...i thought it had the dark powers and was trying to use it ..

G :- OH! MY SELF ur crazy ...

I guess i am ....

G :- WELl then that makes you a HOBBIT ...lol

WELL yeah ..i guess ..n se doesnt need a man in her life ..so i rather be a HOBBIT ..n take my chances ....ha ha ha ..just kiddin ..i swear ..m kiddin

G :- ARJUN ....

ya tell me ...

AND ALSO SHE SAID SHES SELFISH AND SAD N I DONT UNDERSTAND that...

G :- but how can ya understand that ...

Exactly ..i mean ..i'd like to question the understandibility of the understanding ..and if i am to believe that shes all that i mean selfish and sad and cranks ..who is rude and always pissed ..where ppl make her sick ..then ...

G :- Then what ?????

THEN she can understand that I am AMITABH BACCHAN ...is that understandable ..??

G :- YOU ARE A MINDLESS FREAK

NOW am i ..but how can i understand all that and be a friend ....I CANT UNDERSTAND THAT ...I SIMPLY CANNOTTTTTTTTT ..NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..i men how can i understand all that ..she nice and a beautiful human being ...its the time that is pathetic not me and certainly not her ..

G :- WELL I HAVE A DIFFERENT VIEW. You must know that you have to learn to love yourself first then and only then you can love others . Yes love is unlimited but it has to be pure. Learn to love yourself first. I reside in you. Hope you understand that. You may need to be a little self loving first not selfish but self loving. If you cant love yourself you cant love others ...TAKE NOTE ...

BESIDES WHAT DO YOU WANT?

I want everyone to be happy. that includes everyone.

G :- GOOD THEN BE IT. HOPE. YOU ARE FRIENDS RIGHT ...

YES WE ARE FRIENDS FIRST ..

G :- " Friends First " ????

yeah "FRIENDS FIRST"

G :- or is it just friends ..

NO its 'Friends first " not "just friends"

G :- you sure ...???

yes ...

G :- well then good luck ...

thank you GOD ..