Drop Anchor !!

Ever feel ugly inside
Like a utility ship
Voyage only seaside
Yearning for the vast ocean
Final voyage, no motion

Anchor on board
Anchor chain missing
Anxious  agitation drifting
Alas the RIGHT wind
Against the ocean currents

Ship has been used
Coastal voyage and abused
Never to the open sea

Little did it see, the anchor gone was a symbol.

Open ocean never before
Don't wait motionless shore .

May be more than imagined !

Do the right thing in life
Feel the blessings
Love the simple smile

How you imagined what the price
You may be wrong
That's not nice

Can there be blood on your hands
Or just the pain of living apart
No you don't have the magic wand

How  do you wash the stain
Look at your hands
Under the shower or the t rain

What do you intend to gain
Peace of soul body mind
Will the story play out  
I promise life will rewind.

There will be none
None to serve
No love
No peace when you rest
All the best

Back to the place we last met! 22

Emotions spread across the sky
Eyes subdued, mind High*
Days black , nights blue
What is stopping you ?

Inside crunched, pulse raw
Hazed gaze , such rage ?
Moments needed few
Don't let ego stop you .

Hear the mountain speak
Why not become weak?
Heard the river below shout
Fold hand, stop the bout,

The dry leaves create a scene
Not me a king, you my queen.
The gentle breeze, the leaves utter
Let the hearts flutter.

Serene horizon they mock
Buried promise under the rock
A word will resonate in the hills
Let this be
My prayers against your will.

Prayer - No one else but you !

I am a seeker I seek 

I pursue peace 

I am a single leaf 

In the sublime creek

Help me stand the dance of desire

open my eyes to see the fire

I wont get water for my thirst

only poison but I need you first . 

Give me the strength to see her 

I want pain to flow through me 

Only one? and with other 

If only I have your grace

Wahe Guru! Wahe Guru!

This is what my father said ...-

Revelation Under Water

The master's softly spoken words wafted
To the disciple's eager ears
If you are a true truth seeker
Then come with me to the river
Where you'll  dip your head under water
And let me help keep you down
As long as you can.

The  disciple has to but follow
The master to the slippery bank
Muddy and slushy: they had to hold hands
Their bare feet emitting
Cork-opening sounds as their
Their heels came off the sticky ground.

Wading waist deep in water
The disciple dipped his head
And let his master place his hand
Lightly over his head
As if to help him drown.

For long he held his breath
As the master's hand remained in its place.
How could he come out of the water?
What if he dies of suffocation?
He recollected his yoga training
Life after death; death after life
He saw the image of his mother
Calling him from him somewhere far
The image of his one time lover
Sprang up from nowhere
Come out of the water!
Come into my arms!
He shuddered at the thought
Of the past rushing back
He had left all that to seek
The elusive truth slipping through his hands
Like the streaming  moonbeams
I can't bear it any longer
Are there tears in his eyes?
May be not; but he's not afraid
He has to live to search
For what? The precious air...

He pushed his head out of water
Against the gentle pressure of his
Master's hand; he did not need to exert
Any great strength to come out.
He gasped and drew in the air: long
Breaths of relief, which soon turned to
Bewilderment at his master’s behavior.

Smiling the master looked at his face
He knew at once what he wanted to know
"What did you want most dearly
When your head was under water?”
The angry disciple replied, “Why air, only air".
The master smiled and said, "If you desire for  God
In that way; He shall surely come to you.”

Words Words

Here In your own words / Helped  me understand how different people react. No one can make us angry, we decide to use anger as a response .

"Love is the flower - you've got to let grow." - John Lennon

Some search for it

Some achieve it

Some deny it's existence

Some, lose it.

And when love is lost..it creates havock

"Things base and vile, holding no quantity, Love can transpose to form and dignity. Love looks not with the eye, but with the mind, And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind." - William Shakespeare

Following from a friend

Following from a friend: 

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Hey Bro,

I am really worried about you, I know that you are very much heart-broken these days. In real I can’t imagine you in such condition, I can only suggest you to be patient and strong enough to cross this crucial phase of life. Always remember that life never stops, it goes on. As I told you one of the best quote “Life will knock us down, but we can choose whether or not to stand back up”, Now you have to stand back up, I believe you are not a loser, remember you are very much capable to grow in future, you have better ideas, So now you have to focus and work hard, not to prove anything to others but only for you, believe me it will really make you happy.

Please don’t assume the things, as you are not very much sure, because these thoughts will cripple you if you let them, also don’t keep hope that things will come back, and don’t call or message, as I can see the situation has turned bad. You can occupy yourself with Gym, work, good thoughts etc.

You are not alone, we all are there with you, so don't loose your confidence, make yourself occupied with other things, plan for Greece, also read inspirational quotes, it will definitely help you in reducing the intensity of this pain.

We are always there with you, feel free to call me anytime.

I know you can beat this, God Bless you always, All the Best!!

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