My Dearest Friends,
May god forgive me for my weakness but I can't outrun the memories that haunt my soul. As each day passes my nightmares become more intoxicating. Now disappear is all i want to do.
As years passed my memories began to fade until that fateful day when I saw my past in her eyes. I saw her there where i put her, where she left me.
My past was killed.
Until death she was conumed with fierce hatred. When I close my eyes to see her, her eyes look different from usual.
Burnt existance is what I feared,
That look in her eyes made it Clear.
Forever and ever.